This last weekend I was careful to spend some fun time with the kids. I also had a good spiritual weekend. I have been working hard at creating order in the home... the long long process of blending our families and our homes.....
But... where S.M has lost 30 pounds... I have gained 10. Ten!! I just can't believe it. It is 10 since I started this blog. Which there was a time that I gained 10 before that and 10 before that. When does it stop? When do I stop gaining 10 pounds and go back to who I used to be. I still see myself as the thinner me. I want to be that again.
So, as I strive the thrive... I make strides in areas but suffer in other. Why does it have to be that way? why can't I get it all in balance.
I am happy for the little steps though. I just want some more balance.
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