If I know that a certain way of behaving and thinking does not provide me with a life in which I thrive... and if I know that certain changes would provide me a more full life... why is that change so hard?
I haven't lost weight.
I haven't done much of anything to create the life I want.
I want to publish a book. I want to work in television.
But I am busy. Busy existing in this world void of all the blessings I could realize. And I am not sure why... but in my experiment... in this maze I put myself in... I am the rat.... and I am my own scientist. Trying to figure out why. What is the key. Is it desire? I think I have desire... Or do I?
So many of us are here... why can't we get out. We know better. We want better... or do we?
I am going to answer this... someday.... when I am thriving.
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